God is flexible.God will meet us where we are.He can be very tender if you need an embrace; He can be firm if you need some spanking.He can be terribly awesome whre you need a miracle;He can be painfully quiet when He wants you to trust HIM.He will be what what you need HIM to be.Believe!He knows about what you need..More than you do.So let HIM meet you where you are.And let HIM love you..Right there!!!GOD Bless You!!!!